ThatUCLAgirl
He’s bad luck. -____-
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Lexie walked out of the hospital, miserable as she usually was these days, and then gulped as she saw Mark standing on the side, checking his phone. She took a deep breath, and walked over to him.
“Hey.” She smiled at him, and he looked up at her with a smile.
“Hey Lex. Going home?”
“I love you. Oh G—Oh my God that just came flying out of my face! I—I—it was some kind of… I—I—I-I love you. Just. God, I did it again! I love you. I do. I just… I love you and I have been trying not to say it. I have been trying so hard to just smash it down and ignore it and not say it and… Jackson is a great guy! Ok? He is. He is gorgeous and he’s younger than you and he doesn’t have any grandkids or babies with his lesbian BFFs and he’s an Avery and he likes me, you know? He really likes me! But it was never gonna work out because I, I love YOU. I am so in love with you. And you? You’re—you’re—you’re IN me. You’re like—it’s like a disease. It’s like i am infected by Mark Sloan. And I can’t think about anything or anybody and- I can’t sleep. I can’t breathe. I can’t eat and I love you. I just. I love you all the time. Every minute of every day and I—I—I- I love you.”
Lexie took a deep breath, and looked down at her toes, then looked back up at Mark. She had just bore her very soul to the love of her life, and there was a chance that it was too late. He wanted to move in with Julia, for goodness sakes! She had made a mistake; she shouldn’t have come to him.
Mark was still in shock at her confession, and just stared back at her, trying to get words out of his mouth to express what was in his heart.
“Hey babe, Hey Lexie!” They both turned to see Julia smiling at them as she made her last few steps to them. Lexie gulped and began backing away.
“I-I gotta go. I’ll see you around.” She looked at Mark’s still shocked face, and turned away, urging herself to stay strong until she got to her car. She would not let him see her tears if she could help it.
Mark couldn’t believe it. Lexie had just expressed her love for him, and he had just stood there, like an idiot. And to top it all off, he had let her walk away when Julia came. He didn’t know what to do.
“So, I can’t wait to get home, I have a surprise for you.” Julia smiled at him suggestively, and he forced a smile on his face.
“I can’t. I have some work I have to do, I was only going to get a change of clothes. Maybe tomorrow?” He kept his face emotionless as her face fell, and kissed her forehead. “I’ll see you.”
Then he walked right back into the hospital, and up to an empty room, knowing he would not be getting any sleep tonight.
The next morning, Lexie trudged into the hospital with a coffee in her hand. Just as she had expected, she had another sleepless night, and was going to need all the coffee she could get. She walked over to the elevator, and blushed as she saw Mark and Derek in it. She paused. “Umm, I’ll just…”
Derek smiled and pulled her in, giving her a knowing look. No doubt he had heard all about her word vomit from last night.
“Morning Lexie.” Derek said.
“Uh-Morning Derek.”
“Morning Lexie.” She blushed, and responded to Mark. They reached a floor, and Derek smiled at them, and got off, winking at Mark as he walked away. The elevator doors closed, and then it was filled with silence.
“Lexie.” Mark whispered.
She turned slowly.
“Mark, we don’t have to do this. I… I said some things that I probably shouldn’t have said, and I let myself get carried away.”
Mark shook his head, and raised his hand.
“I love you.”
Lexie breathed in deeply, and shook her head.
“You don’t have to say it just because I said it.”
“NO. I love you. I do. I have always been in love with you, I will always be in love with you.”
Lexie couldn’t believe it.
“Yeah?”
“Yes. I love you so much, it hurts me Lexie…. We’re gonna get married, and you’re going to become an amazing surgeon.”
Lexie laughed and stepped closer.
“Yes, and we’re going to have two or three kids.”
Lexie brushed a tear away, and leaned in closer.
“So that Sophia could have siblings?”
“Yeah, a sister and two brothers.”
Lexie gulped in a breath, and smiled, crying softly as she nodded.
“That’s nice.”
Mark took her hand , looking deep into her eyes.
“We’re gonna be happy, Lex, you and me. We’re gonna have the best life, you and me. We’re gonna be so happy.” He leaned his forehead against hers, closing his eyes. “This is why I can’t be with anyone else. I can’t picture myself with anyone else. Because we’re supposed to end up together.” He took a deep breath, and smiled against her cheek. “We’re meant to be.” He said fiercely as he brought her closer to him, opening his eyes and smiling.
Lexie felt tears wetting her cheeks, but she didn’t bother brushing them away. They were tears of joy.
She looked up at him, and smiled happily.
“Meant to be.” He nodded.
“Yes. Soulmates.” He then brought their lips together, and felt whole again. Finally they would have their happy ever after.
Lexie pulled away and kissed his neck, as he whispered “I love you” repeatedly into her ear, kissing her and touching her affectionately, knowing that everything he had said was true. There was no one else for him and no one else for her. Just the way it was meant to be.
Right, this should be my last Lexie Grey/Little Grey post for a while. Sorry for killing everyone’s day with all the spamming… :’(
But really, I don’t see why Little Grey had to die. Her storyline had so much potential. Like Mark said. “We can married, and we can have kids (So - Sophia - can - have - siblings!) Yeah, two brothers and a sister. (That’s - nice.)” And of course, there was Mark/Lexie. Shonda has been telling us that they will get back together. I’ve waited a long time for that. I thought things were finally picking up when Lexie made her whole “I love you” speech. And her dying was sweet, and perfect, but she should have lived. I’m sorry. I wanted my Little Grey to live.
Lexie’s death scene was perfect, though, from the seatbelt-buckle-banging to ‘We were meant to be. (Meant - to - be…)’. My favorite parts, in no particular order, was when Mark told Cristina to get the supplies and didn’t understand why she wasn’t doing it, even though it was hopeless, as seen by the look on Cristina’s face, and how Lexie said “She knows - it won’t - help.” I also loved the “I’m not holding your hand. You’re not dying.”, and the part where Mark tries to lift the engine off her, and can’t, and realizes that no matter how much he loves his Little Grey, there’s no way he can save her now because he’s only one guy and that’s about a ton of metal just sitting on her, crushing her, and she’s going to die no matter what. Of course I loved the “We’ll be so happy together…” tidbit, and “You can’t die. We’re meant to be.” “Meant - to - be…”.
RIP Little Grey. RIP Lexiepedia. RIP Slexie. RIP Lexie Grey.
Other thoughts on the episode?
- I didn’t like the hospital bits. April bores the sh*t out of me. She should have died instead of Little Grey. Shondra, why on earth did you let April live? She has no story left. She failed her boards, and now there’s no Lexiepedia to help her. She’s become a religious fanatic. She’s annoying and whiny. Make some weird thing happen where she and Lexie switched places or something. Mer was hallucinating that April was Lexie. Little Grey… </3 Back to hospital. I did like the hospital surgeries versus the wilderness surgeries, especially with Mark. And the bits with Teddy and Owen were nice. While I disliked them both equally… why not Owen? Why not Teddy?… I don’t mind Teddy’s exit.
- Arizona’s screaming at the beginning. She was just pissing me off. Yes, shock, pain, femur popping through your skin, but you know what? Look at Little Grey. She had a crushed pelvis, crushed legs, something wrong with her chest, most likely MASSIVE internal bleeding, and wasn’t even sure if her arm was still attached. She wasn’t even that hysterical. She was 1000 times worse than Arizona, but she didn’t have a freaking screaming meltdown.
- Meredith leaving to find Derek. Granted, he might be dead as well, and it worked out better for Mark/Lexie, but it was her SISTER. And they had found Lexie and knew she was dying. They knew there was no hope. She could have stayed with Lexie, had a good-bye or something, rather than try to find the husband that MIGHT be worse off than Little Grey.
- Cristina was pretty epic this episode. From the shoe to the pen stab. I loved that when Lexie was dying and Mark told her to get supplies, she just looked at him and there was no hope in her eyes. I also loved her silent crying after Lexie died, and her scenes with Mer. I also loved how she just stabbed the pilot with a pen, and, no remorse, says “I’m sorry.” No emotion. Then again, I suppose she was thinking about the people who were still in danger that she actually knew, like Derek and Mark and Meredith and Arizona. I also like how she actually pointed out just how bizarre it is that sh*t keeps happening to them.
- I loved Mark’s story this episode. His moments with Lexie are some of my favorite moments in GA history. I also loved how he couldn’t accept she was dying, even going so far as to try to move the plane all by himself and sending Cristina to get supplies. “We’re meant to be.” was absolutely freaking BEAUTIFUL. I know most people didn’t like this episode, but really, I liked most of it, especially Lexie/Mark. Anyway. I loved how it looked as if his heart was coming out of his chest right after Lexie died, and his little fake-death with Arizona. Maybe that’s what Little Grey had…? </3 Wishful thinking, I know. His scenes with Lexie are my favorites, though, and will be bringing me to tears for a long, long time. I loved how, after she died, he just held her hand and was just beyond emotion. It was as if his soul had died with Lexie. Honestly? I hope he dies. It’s horrible, I know. He should live for a few episodes, and then, maybe in the finale, realize he can’t live without his Little Grey, and kill himself to be with her. That way they can have an elevator scene together. RIP Slexie, my favorite GA ship ever. </3
- Meredith was pretty good. I didn’t like her crying, but I suppose it worked. I loved the surgeries on Mark and Derek, especially Derek’s. “Please pass out please pass out please pass out…” Her “You’re still my person, even if I’m not yours!” scene with Cristina was nice. I do wish she’d had some closure with Lexie, but I like the “Tell Meredith that I love her, and that she was a good sister…” line. I’d like to know what happens with her leg and the head wound.
- Derek. I hope he doesn’t lose his hand. I think maybe a few episodes with rehabbing it should work. After that, I think he’ll be okay. I mean, why would he and Meredith stay at Seattle Grace Mercy West (The Seattle Grace Mercy Death was one of the good scenes, btw.) if he couldn’t work?
- Speaking of that. I think they’ll all be staying. Mark will stay for Lexie. Derek will stay for Mark. Mer will stay for Derek. Cristina will stay for Mer/Owen. Alex will stay because he feels guilty about not getting on the plane, making Little Grey go in his spot. Arizona and Callie will stay because they all want to stay together. Jackson, April… go die in holes. Especially April. I want her dead. She should have gone instead of Lexie. I mean, Lexie had a better storyline, better character, everything.
And that is my rant. XD
Off to go write fanfiction in which Lexie lives. Adios.
RIP Little Grey. RIP Lexiepedia. RIP Slexie/Mexie. RIP Lexie Grey. :’( </3
This. Oh goodness, it opened up a fresh wound when I read it. But I agree. After watching Little Grey just die, I was adamant about boycotting GA. I seriously told my friends, “Fuck this shit. They fucking killed Lexie. Why should I even watch it anymore?” (excuse the language by the way. <3) I still can’t believe we won’t see quirky Lexie, eating snacks and being nervous, and smart and so in love that she gets word vomit. I don’t think I’ll ever come to terms with this, especially since now Mark is all alone. That’s what kills me the most. They were supposed to end up together, meant to be, just like he said. And they just killed her off. I feel your pain, sorry for adding a rant to yours lol.
Rest in Peace Alexandria Caroline Grey. In my heart, you will always be my favorite Grey, you will always be part of my favorite ship, and you will live on in our hearts.
is a night that will live in infamy, as a night that Shonda Rhimes killed off Lexie Grey. Lexie was one of the most loved characters on the show- her and Mark’s relationship was the biggest reason why I watched Grey’s Anatomy, since there was hardly any more drama for Meredith and Derek. They were meant to be- just as Mark told her as she took her last breaths. They were supposed to get out alive, together, and go back home, and get married and have babies. Now, Mark is alone. I cannot even describe my feelings on how sad and depressed this makes me feel.
Thank you Lexie for being the quirky you, for having word vomit and declaring your undying love for Mark. Thank you for memories. I’ll always remember you as my favorite Grey. <3 Long live Lark.
I will be uber pissed if she dies! I love her, and that she loves Mark, and that he loves her!!! She has to live!!!!!
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